This past week, while on the
Bend [Trip], I had some time to think and discuss life, love and all it's possibilities with some
wonderful women. Sometimes you don't realize something until you say it out loud. And I realized something BIG! I've felt frustrated with myself recently. As an artist, as a photographer and as a person. I couldn't figure out where or why I had these feelings, I mean, I have the best job in the world, right?
Then, I said it. I'm a people pleaser. I love to make people happy. And I know that my images make my client's dreams come true. However, the artist within me needs something more. I need to remember to make myself happy with my images to keep things fresh and creative. I need to make myself happy before I can continue to make others happy.
Thus, I have decided to take my blog back! I will continue to post images from weddings and all our other shenanigans, but instead of posting images that I know my clients, magazine editors, etc will like, I am going to post the images that I personally LOVE!
"How many cares one loses when one decides not to be SOMETHING but to be SOMEONE."
~ Coco Chanel
Cheers to Happiness!
eliesa
Special thanks to Laura for this fabulous photo!